So I finally got fed up. I finally decided it was time to start again. This is my one millionth day one but that's ok. This time I'm serious. I'm holding myself accountable. I joined WW (Formally Weight Watchers). I joined January 7th 2020. Right now I am working on tracking my food and making healthier choices. It's hard. I have 2 young children. I dont want them to think less of me. I dont want my spouse to think less of me. If I fail again. Honestly I want to say when I fail again. I'm not doing this for attention. I hate attention. I'm doing this for my girls. Writing this blog will help me hold myself accountable. Only full body photo I can currently find as I dont allow full body photos to be taken.
I also am doing this for myself. I have had people of the male persuasion show attention and it makes me want to crawl under a rock and hide. Its embarrassing. I swear I'm waiting for the punch line (thanks jackasses from high school) when one shows positive attention. For example I had someone ask for my number while I was getting gas at QT once. He was very polite about it and not creepy in anyway but I still felt uncomfortable.
Anyway here's to the next steps!
- ICT Fat Girl
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